Wednesday, August 19, 2009

introducing me and my family

Hi to all...
Im a mum to three children..
 eldest madi born 11/7/03
then Taiy 11/2/05
and the boy quinten 11/12/07

yes its kinda freaky all the children have the birthdate of 11... im hoping one day if i ever win the lotto it will have a lot of 11s in it hehehehe...
ok where shall i start ... 

i will start with a bit about me i came from an interesting family life ...  i grew up from 8 months old with my dad.... my mum didn't really want me and has kids to all different fathers ... i have never really felt warm or wanted from her thats another story though......
my dad met my 2nd mum whom is mummy to me when i was 2 ...... they had my lil brother corey and latter on my baby sister lauren ..... they separated when i was just in first year high ... i thort it was my fault as i had been a bit of a handful.. i stayed with my dad for a while but missed mum so much i moved to be with her and my lil bro n sis ...........
Mum moved to south Australia when I was 15 with her then partner and the kids I moved in with my dad for a short time till I fell preg at 16  with my first baby taij jorden...... i moved to south Australia as I had a falling out with my dad ... things haven't really been the same with him since ........ 
I lost my lil boy when I was close to 5 months preg .…
i stayed in a small country town before moving back to Perth and meeting back up with my ex whom was the father of my first ..... we lived together and around my 19th birthday i was very ill .. i finally went to doctor and found out i was preg with madi ... 
i was booted out my father of baby and his mum .. and once again my 2nd mummy saved me ..... i stayed with her and then we got a bigger house together ...she helped me get my life on track and was there for every ultrasound and birthing class and she cut the cord when madi rose was born ...... 
THEN ....... i meet a lovely guy older than me on the net ..... things where some what complicated i had been thu a lot and didn't trust guys totally ..... we had taiy she was born 7 pnds but came flying out with the cord around her neck...... she was blue ...... she had a rough start and it hasn't gotten any easier ..she has been a some what difficult child and i cry a lot over taiy ...... she is adhd and has several other disorders and is on 5 medications 3 times a day ..so it is always hectic and mahemish ....I DO LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART ....... 
I had yet another miscarriage not many people knew I was only like 2 weeks ..

Then came quinten I got my lil boy .... He was born big and healthy .... We have been through a lot ..
He is 2 this december ....

i have so much more and i will share when i get ther chance ... please dont judge im gonna put some stuff in blogs that people mite me angry about BUT i NEED to say it how i feel SOMEtimes .....